I have what many would consider a large family (eight kids), but I know other families with double the number of kids, so compared to them we are small, similar to one of those modern nuclear families with 2.3 children. But we don’t have 2.3 children, we have eight, and the dings in the walls and the noise levels in the kitchen attest to that.
We can characterize having eight children in many different ways, all correct. Psalms says that they are a “gift of the Lord,” (Psalms 127:3) and this really shines through in the moments when they are not arguing over the last piece of bacon but, even then, I count them a blessing; just a blessing in a different way. If you really want to see what you are made of – you, this civilized Western man, the pinnacle of civilization – just have kids and even better: lots of them!
No, children are wonderful to have in every way, and I wouldn’t want to be without them. I couldn’t be. I’ve done many stupid things in my life, but having them is not one of them. If you want to be constantly in need, just have children. I know one mother with the number of children in the double digits – and all very good children once say that “I didn’t know how to raise children: I never knew what to do, but just was always in need and loved them.” I can sympathize!
I’m not saying that having children – and a lot of them – is like walking among the daisies; it’s not a cruise on the Caribbean, or eating exotic French foods in the best restaurants. No, if you want to experience sleep deprivation, just have children, and I would often tell my wife over the years that sleep deprivation is a form of torture. (Not funny.) Many households have serious problems with monsters, goblins, werewolf’s, vampires and the like, but if you don’t mind such problems, just have children: such beasties can all be found in your house at 3 am – just ask your five year old! Then again, if you want to avoid paying a wrecking company to demolish your house, just have children and not only children, but boys. Walls are expendable, and flowers shall be mowed over, and drilling the soccer ball into the cat – oops, he really didn’t mean it, but it’s a gas anyway.
And if you want to live in a reality comedy show where you are the star, just have children.
I will tell you a secret: you don’t have to have a lot of children to have children; one almost will do. You can be enjoy your life being childless and spending your money on cruises and fancy restaurants, and when the car breaks, it’s no big deal, you just pay for it; you count your sleep as a blessing, and if you are woman, your dress is never used as a snot rag, and if you are a man, no one ever crayons on your walls. Life is good. But to turn this idyllic world on its head, you don’t need three children or five children or fifteen children: you really only need one. One little baby with all its demands, one little baby that poops when you just have to get out the door now; one little baby that unfortunately walks someday and there goes all the cute knickknacks on your end tables. Just one.
Many feel that this baby needs a sibling, so you agree to bring a second gift into the world. You do. Now the chaos is doubled, and the German-like schedules you kept as a single person are smoking like the buildings in Berlin after the air raids, and suddenly there’s bills for all sorts of odd things you only saw at a glance in the grocery store while going down the aisle to get something really useful (chocolate): diapers and play pens and cute little light up green toys that skirt along the floor and make an obnoxious noise (especially in the morning), and of course the dreaded legos in middle of the night, as half-conscious you walk to the bathroom to pee (at least you don’t have any little eyes watching you as you sit on your Throne, but the lego is a reminder that these little ones inhabit your house – just in case you forgot!)
When you were single, you put on your shoes and coat and left. No big deal. Now leaving is comparable to hitting the beaches at Normandy, with air, ground and naval support having to all be in sync for the assault, with strollers and diaper bags and and snacks and sippy cups for the little one if he happens to get thirsty on the way, and stick-on shades on the car windows so the sun doesn’t warm his beautiful skin too much, and perhaps there’s a playpen and of course the plastic bags, so when he poops while you are out, you have someplace to put the diaper just in case, and on and on and on it goes. There is no end.
The point here is that after one or two kids, your life is crazy enough that adding a few more is really just like finishing the trim on the nuthouse. When you pass four or five, the world already considers you to have a form of dementia or some degree of a developmental disorder, as don’t you know where they all come from, now do you? Add a couple more on, and the descent into some exotic form of chaos is complete.
All this is good for a person with a will like a steal girder and all sorts of opinions on everything, child rearing included. The will gets bent and the opinions questioned when the toddler flushes the McDonald’s glowing toy down the toilet, or the kid comes home with Common Core homework that only a physicist can understand. The will gets bent even more when, in a timeless fashion, the drink you just poured is drunk by the little gift, and as a mother you shall never be able to finish a meal or it will be cold, and no door shall ever be left un-hung upon, and the cat shall be placed in the box, and down the stairs it goes! The bed will be peed (enough said) and clunks in the night are little heads falling out of their bed. The outside hose shall be left on, and the pool liner slit, as why did someone throw a nail clipper in it? If one doesn’t learn to take it all from God, it’s not sure where one shall end up.
They all have their emotional needs too, and need affection and love, so you have to try to meet them in that, and there’s eight of them, and they have their physical issues as well here and there – some get foot problems and some have frequent ear infections and some are constipated and some just can’t sleep – and you have to take care of that as well. And academics: you have to help them there, as you don’t want them to grow up as dummies, and there’s the spiritual needs to take care of, as this world will appeal to them but destroy them in a second, especially these days. Then they grow up and need direction in something called “this big world;” there’s the first job, and careers and picking a career, and the first car and picking the first car, the college and picking a college and the potential spouse and picking the potential spouse, and on and on it goes.
So to meet or understand even half of all it, you need God. And that is good. Very good. Once you’re past the first four, you can just keep rolling them out: it’s just a variation on the same theme, and your life isn’t going to change that much by adding one more gift on; it’s like packing another baby bird in the nest, with one more mouth to feed with a worm, and finding enough worms in the neighborhood (or county) presents a challenge, as they seem to be always hungry, but that’s another story, now isn’t it?
Yes, they are a gift of the Lord. Where would we be without them? And who really cares about all the work and perhaps the heartache? Yes, in my travels through this big world I’ve occasioned on many a mother who said these were the best years of her life, and more than one has told me that if she could do it all over again, she would have more. Wow! There’s a time in our life when we shall wipe little bottoms, and there’s a time when these little bottoms will give us the ride of our life as student drivers, and there’s a time when we will miss it all. The right eye is to see what a gift it is -right when we are in the middle of it all!